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It's unfortunate that a knot tied so tight were untied,
It's not like I wanted it to turn out this way,
The end nobody sees but finally resolves to this,
Sad, sad, this is truly hard to accept,
Don't worry, even when I am at my lowest won't I blame it on you,
Yeah things may happen and I did lost it all,
What I've held preciously once, were totally gone,
If only time can rewind, for me to hold you on,
Too bad there's nothing for me to say not even beg for you to stay.

But I wish I could retie our love,
Pull the ends tight and secure so the love won't loosen even more,
Tie it as hard like a ribbon that we can't let go,
Even if I'm slightly aren't too late and if you ever wonder the same,
Please rethink of retying back our love and put it back in place.

See I'm trying to accept it and leave,
Lift myself up and carry on with better me,
Now how? What can I do?
Alone I cry then alone I whine back to you - drunk as I'm used to,
Crazily saddens when you appear in my dreams as I greeted hello,
A smile I carved onto a mask I put on before,
Pretending I'm ok, been fine without you here,
But you know that's not how I end up and it's pretty damn clear.

I admit I wasn't that good, I'm always lacking to you,
If this poem pressures you more, well then take my apology,
Changing isn't easy as 123,
Putting my heart and all seems to lose you either way,
Still I hoped for another ribbon to be tied back securely as if we're OK.

Funny thing you never left my side,
You supported me wholeheartedly,
Was it this why that made me slow on the uptake because you won't ever show?
Not noticing that our end was coming,
In the end I just had to let you go,
When the break up felt so sudden yet easy,
The longing for you couldn't end the same way,
How do I erase the pain?
Your smile used to be so satisfyingly happy, now felt like a distant memory,
Even then, if only retying us was still a valid option for me...


A poetry translation of the romanized lyrics for the song Ribbon by BEAST.


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I'm starting to sense,
I'm starting to feel,
Some sort of tingly emotions in me,
Something that wants me to go all out,
To be the person I want to be not asking if it's the right deal,
Tons of sacrifice may happen and that is a no doubt,
I might go far, I might fail on may way there,
But I should draw a starting line for me to go somewhere.

If they stop me, if they refuse me to,
Oh well I can opt to just cut them through,
Because who needs a toxic friend,
Someone with a conservative mind without much care for what's mine,
I'll just get the few consensus from those who see,
That 'something' I am searching for... even if it means I gotta be lonely.

Don't need to feel all emo and offended when they show you their true colours,
The rejection against your wish they only think is wrong,
That action and mindsets I quiet am insecure,
You probably couldn't help change, but no!
Don't change others to suit yourself when you'd never know why they never did,
Instead do what you please and re-adapt,
Who knows you'll probably end up feeling better for yourself,
Even if it means the other person still struggles.

There's a whole lot I wish to do, that I wish to learn,
The things I am yet to relate with people in my world,
Judging people's expressions isn't that hard,
The minute they show some signs it's when I know they're my limit,
I am living multiple lives because I act certainly,
Choose to show what I show but ain't that gonna be all,
There's always that part only for me to see and for me to be,
Call me a hypocrite but it's better to let it be.

They gonna criticise, they gonna say how wrong you are,
Don't let that define what you're doing because they aren't that great for,
Someone big won't belittle others because they know how much they've struggle,
Welcome any constructive words, to shape and idealize a better view,
No need to think too hard but rejudge what you do,
Improve daily don't be afraid of what's on the way,
Don't do it for the hate neither for the love,
Just do to let that heart get what it deserves,
Seek for pleasure of only Who you think matters.


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When I keep things quiet and low, haven't you ever thought of why?
Refusing to share, hiding all possible trace of things I never wanted to declare,
It's as if a bubble were to surround me and you're just a pin piercing through it,
A poke or two may still be bearable because deep within I am not as thin as the onion skin,
A barrier in between to ensure we're on our own separate seats,
On this road along the paths we chose accordingly, 
Tell me is it so weird to keep my side of life in privacy?

But honestly, there's more to it than such an excuse,
You can never understand, and I know you just won't,
I could assume from the 'interested' look you give when a part of me was shown, 
You gave me something less than what I need,
But now as I explore more of the unheard cries within, you're just not right for me,
You're not a reliever but a burden I dread to bring upon to make me sound a little sane,
I notice when I say and show, that it doesn't give me the sense I felt before,
It's harder than it seems, and I am just not faking these bits,
The feeling tires me down, not making me feel any better than it supposed to sound.

Opening up is already a matter of time and effort, a lot of thoughts are also put into,
I welcome responses be it a better solution, or just show me that you'd really listen,
Instead what supposed to be simple and thoughtful, could ended being quiet offensive and hurtful,
Encouraging isn't sinful but dragging my worries is unnecessary to solidify your proof,
You brought back my rants, my cries, my messed up mind,
The past mistakes I made, were meant for personal reference,
To hear it out of you, left me to doubt my worth and holds me back from moving forward,
I tried but see these things didn't work,
It disappoints more than it satisfies, it breaks more than it heals,
So I opt for a silent ride a darker lonely path away from the heartbreak feels,
Now don't claim me as a loser or loner but understand I am feeling better,
I cried, I hide, I am satisfied and that's what really matter.


A poem I dedicate for my future spoken word poetry.


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